I can't believe that after two weeks of having to wait to find out if I'm pregnant, I now have to sit her and wait to have a miscarriage. That's a bitch.
I cannot even imagine what it's like for women who make it further (or even full term) in pregnancy and then have to wait for a still-born baby, etc.
That said, I guess I consider myself lucky. Kind of hard to feel lucky right now, but I guess I do.
My lower back is really starting to hurt, so I'm guessing that things will start to happen sooner rather than later.
I can tell you what I'm not happy about. I'm not happy that tomorrow I have to go out with friends and family (non-cancellable) and put on a happy face while I'm miscarrying a baby.
Sucks.
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No matter how far along, it sucks. Sometimes you get to know your beanie, sometimes you don't. Either way, you're going to hurt and will probably mourn. You'll probably need to. Maybe it'll help you to have to put on a happy face, maybe you'll spend all day wishing you were anywhere but where you are. Either way is fine. And you know that.
I wish I had something to tell you that will make you feel immensely better, but we both know I don't. All I can say is I'm sorry and hug V a little tighter than normal.
Maybe being around family and friends will help distract a little. I hope. I'm sorry.
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