Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Oh Come On...

Tonight I took another pregnancy test. It stayed negative for like 30 minutes...then we saw a super faint pink line. Like, so faint, I had to say, "Dave, is this just wishful thinking or do you see something too." After a minute of concentration and staring, he saw something too...but it took 30 minutes to pop up there...so that's pretty inconclusive.

Even more frustrating is the fact that I know that a false positive is a very rare thing -- so it's pretty much impossible to not get my hopes up now.

WWWWWHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYY?

I have had horrible cramps, but I'm vaguely remembering having bad cramps when I was PG with V. I haven't actually started my period.

I know I'll spend another $10 on a test tomorrow.

I hate this damn up and down. I can't wait for Friday's blood test. I'll have a decisive answer either way. I'm OK with either answer, obviously we're hoping for "yes," but "no" is OK too.

I just want to know, damn it.

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